I realize now that some people don’t actually care about you.
I’ve needed people so bad lately, even people on here and nobody seems to really care. All they want is to play a hero when they don’t care about what ‘I’ wanted before tonight.
So remember that, remember you could have helped me when I asked for it, you could of made me lie there with a smile of my face.
I have nobody to thank, not even myself. Worst life ever. Self pity is a very unattractive quality. I could have controlled my emotions, helped myself but I’ve decided to opt out this world.